im so proud, i havnt ate any thing in two days except for a cup of salsa, but its okay because that is a negative calorie food! i am so proud of myself, im gonna be so hot when all of this is over with. my internet is still messed up, which sucks because i have a lot of pics i want to add. its 4-38 am and im in my dorm lobby. i cant sleep because my stomache hurts.. but hey, no pain no gain right? its hard to not cheat on a fast when you get high, munchies really suck then, especially since i have all kinds of food in my dorm. so this is like week 4 of not getting laid, and it really sucks. thats the one thing i miss about being in a relationship, well, thats not the only thing, but its one of the major things. mom took me to my fav. restraunt today... she cant know that im fasting, so i had to order somthing new, take a bits, spit it out in my napkin and say i didnt like it, that was hard to do because it tasted so good! and man was i hungry. i really wish i could sleep, i have class in the morning, a class that i am most likely failing, and its not the only one. plus i have a ban from the judicial board that wont let me register. my life is shit right now. i need crack in my life so i just dont care anymore. but im too poor to buy crack, i cant buy a pack of ciggarettes, and when i do everyone bums them.i hate this shit. goodnight